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If Love Never Exists <3




Sunday, July 30, 2006 ; 10:36 PM
Because of you ; again.
life's so boring. no one has updated their blog. which means there's nth fer mi to read now. omg. i'm sooo bored! joy's updating her blog. n she started at i tink ard 8 or 9. until now haven even finish. which still means i haf nth to read. omg.

i notice sumthing thou. f10 u n tt 933 DJ cruz wrote d same thing on d same dae. hahas. abt tt miss universe de. same opinions abt same issue. lol. pure coincidence? ok ok i admit i m THIS bored to notice such bo liao stuff la. anyway, i'm somewad decided on my argumentative presentation topic le. thz to xiaxue's blog. lols. but in fact it has been discussed b4 la. during his tut. so abit afraid of d feedback i'll receive. esp frm him.

boring. realli nth to write le la. i give up. someone save mi ba. byes.

* myy world's all abt HIM *





Friday, July 28, 2006 ; 10:42 PM
Because of you ; again.
in a super easily irrtable mood todae. went to joy's hse todae. bus147 @ 18:26pm at serangoon. then tt F driver. 4got wad realli happened la. but a guy wanna get down but he dint open d door or sumthing. serve him rite tt d guy bu shuang him. tts not d point. this OF COS is not wad irritated mi. but tt F driver. he die die oso dun wan open d front door WHEN I OBVIOUSLY CANT GET TO D BACK DOOR!!! i was at d front door there lor!!! LIKE HELLO!!! n somemore i told him TO OPEN D FRONT DOOR TWICE LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F HIM!!! then when he FINALLI opened d door, i turned ard to say bye to joy n KIASU ppl started boarding d bus n d F HIM starting SARCA-ING say y dun get down faster. LIKE HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!! U R D ONE WHO DUN WANNA OPEN D DOOR LOR!!! n i thot i heard him say stupid or sumthing. mebbe is hallucination. BUT F HIM!!! FUMING MAD BY D TIME I GOT DOWN. scolded TMD. tink d gal in front heard it. wadever.

another thing. there's this indian family, nth abt d race thou. is this particular family. got 2 kids. in fact, i already dun like kids le. but they were in fact d worst kind of kids i hate. DAMN NOISY. laugh until whole bus turn ard n look at them n they NV REALISE!!! worst thing is i'm sitting beside them lor!! then when ppl turn around.. OMG i hate this kind of attention!! is unintentional la. but i jus hate it. n some minor details la. its jus mi but i hate it. tt gal can NV sit still. keep moving abt and touching mi. i dun like physical contact wif strangers!!! summore cough onto my hands!!! OMG!!! YUCKS.

ok la. in a super easily irritable mood todae like i said. but this is shit la. FYI, the F u see in d 1st para. pls dun doubt. it is tt F vulgar word. i cant bear to see my nice blogskin being contaminated by tt full F word. so bear wif its initial. totalli pissed off now.





; 9:50 PM
Because of you ; again.
oral todae was ok ba
dun tink i wld do well
mebbe average ba.
hais.
this is d v last time we'll be seeing him le.
a lil sad.
conlan lesson was cancelled again todae.
in other words, was in sch fer onli at most 1/2 hr todae.
duh.
ok la.
oral n handing in of kou yu bi ji.
there'll be make up lesson on tues thou.
sians.
* myy world's all abt HIM *





Wednesday, July 26, 2006 ; 8:29 PM
Because of you ; again.
o mans. i'm starting to dislike myself. i realise d better i m wif someone, d meaner i'll be to d person. its like as time passes n i get closer n closer wif 5yuetian, d more sarcasm comes out frm mi. hmmms. no gd.. n i tink recently joy tio d most... haha. paiseh la~ >.<

had editing this morning. hmms no gd. realise we need more clips fer our montage. dear dear. haf to book out d cam again le. provided its still available. after tt went bugis wif lx n joy. enjoyed being crazieeeeeee wif them.. haha. u 2 noe wad i mean. =P anyway, i'm losing my voice now as i blog lor. lols.

cham i starting to worry fer d interpretation oral on fri. i'm afraid i wld blank out fer d note-taking! gosh gosh. i did d last prac lor. cham. marketing todae was short. n i dint listen at all. was helping lx change blogskin. hahahas. tts abt it le. (:

* myy world's all abt HIM *





Tuesday, July 25, 2006 ; 3:11 PM
Because of you ; again.
went zoo on sat. it was joy's bdae. originally wanted to celeb her bdae there. err but in d end it wasnt quite rite la. so mi n lx jus walked ard d zoo ourselves. tt gal ar.. realli crazy abt animals de.. hahahas. pull mi all around d zoo. but not bad la. saw lots n lots of animals. some of which were realli kewttt~ d white tiger was beautiful! will be posting some of d pics at my d other blog soon. hahas. met up wif d new media peeps fer lunch. some of them were shocked to see us. lols. quoting jing ping: "y u all come? d entry tix so ex" >.<>

then was kbox wif fufeng on sun. 14 ppl altogether. i kept myself low profile thruout. hahahas. dint hold d mike at all. when they passed d mike around, i jus pass d mike on to d next person (err which is joy =P). yuting say dun be late.. but in d end she was LATE! >.< color="#000000">rachel bonnie n mi early. d rest were LATE. sumthing happened at d lift. ger was damn fierce nia! anyway, we entered kbox at 1130 i tink. but we went out at 3+. lol. d waiter dun dare come in nia. lols. we were too fierce. =p okok. i had a lil part to play too. hahahas. then at 3, no one dare to come in to shoo us away. so on n on we sang. lala~


mon. yucks. editing test. i was totalli lost! ok not totalli. but almost. paired wif caron. she was great! sumthing happened to d program when i was editing n it jus disappeared out of a sudden. i almost panicked. but caron steady nia. she kept saying relax. (: thx gal! n d 1hr jus flew past. one blink n its time to stop. but we've done well darling (: n thk goodness. our video dint disappear together wif d toot program.
o ya. not 4getting d editing in d morning. i dint do much even thou i was d editor. most of it was done by jingxian. oops. bu hao yi si la.. haha.. n wed will be our nxt editing. but i'll be having lesson again. so we're gonna change our editor to jx! jia you okies! err i'll try to rush over when our lesson finishes. (:

sentosa trip cancelled AGAIN todae. =.= fer d hundredth & 1 time le. n there wun be anymore chance tt we're going to sentosa le. dunno wad happened. so sians. disappointing. so there u go, here i m blogging. lols.

lots of things to do. lots of things to buy. lots of wants. omt.

* myy world's all abt HIM *





Friday, July 21, 2006 ; 9:40 PM
Because of you ; again.
hmms. suddenly realise sumthing jus now when worrying abt d book. i dint manage to get d book cos joy went along wif mi. there were 2, yes.. but one of it was faulty. jus a lil. but i realli cant stand it. but then again, if she dint go wif mi, being d direction-idiot mi, i guess i wld be lost in town. lols. i guess everything has its + n - . now i guess i'll haf to leave it to d guy on top to decide if i m fated wif d bk le.


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had d conlan test todae. gone thru d ans str after d test. hmms. not too bad. hahas. n i realli dint haf d mood to study d previous dae. dun believe, ask lx. but sumthing gave mi d motivation n d mood. HIS songs! yes! chen-i's songs. there's jus sumthing there which brings mi into d study mood. which is y i say:
* myy world's all abt HIM! *





Thursday, July 20, 2006 ; 9:02 PM
Because of you ; again.
had camera test on mon. ok la. it wasnt as scary in d testing room as it was in d holding room. 1st section was d setting up of camera. made a silly mistake there. i thot d tape was supposed to be inserted into d cam. so i dint wind up d cover. but cheng said no need yet. n i 4got to wind up d cover! 2nd section: colour bar. we had to record 10 secs of colour bar. no prob. but he gave mi a shock! he was standing beside mi. then when everyone finish recording d colour bar, we held up my cam's mic cable, n ask d rest of them whether there shld be sound when recording colour bar ( cos i plugged d cable out ). scared mi to death la! last section was framing n composition. tt part ok. dint get points taken off. so my score remained. but i'm still wondering where did my last 0.5 marks go. nvm.

received sms on tues tt sentosa trip was cancelled. in d end decided not to go sch jus fer one hr lecture. but totalli wasnt in d mood to study fer d marketing test oso. slacked d whole dae off in d end.

wed was d marketing test. dint realli study much lor. but ok la. still got d basics in. onli mcq. he v pro la. gave us 15mins break n he finished marking it! lols. then got it back right on tt dae. thot i wld either jus pass or fail it! then when i got it back, i was SHOCKED! hahahas. i dint fail!!

had presentation tutorial todae. nth much. had a lil 'debate' again. hahas. not bad. quite fun. but starting to worry abt d argumentative presentation le. i realli cannot tink of a topic nia. realise those topics i haf like not v right. nvm i haf d whole of nxt wk to think. saw 2 grps filming todae. suddenly brought back memories. lol.


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sometimes its actualli gd to learn to control our own lives better than let others lead us by our nose. we shld learn to adapt to changes in our surrounding, not change to adapt. there might be many choices to make, but deciding wad to choose is d most impt process. n this is oso d most difficult part. we shld learn to work in diff environment, n not stay in our safety zones. sounds familiar? yes. lols. i was quoting HIM. lols. this is life.
* myy world's all abt HIM *





Monday, July 17, 2006 ; 10:24 PM
Because of you ; again.
went pizza hut todae
wif lx n joy
initialli wanted to eat bak ku teh
realli realli wan de
but somehow after e cam test,
i changed my mind!
hahahas
in d end went pizza hut
ate until super full de!
then went jp
bought quite a no of things
to make my v own hp accessories
lols
but in d end it kinda failed la
wasnt nice at all
looks weird
fer pics,
visit http://www.wretch.cc/blog/bel02
hahahas
advertising my own blog here
=X
yeps. tts abt it
tata~!
* myy world's all abt HIM *





; 12:05 AM
Because of you ; again.
omg omg omg
i cant stand it anymore!!
i'm sooo boredd now!!
joy's watching some rented vcd
n i haf nth to do!!
ok.
i'm praying hard my dl finishes soon
there're lots more to go
omg
someone save mi!
i'm boredddddd!!!!
anyway,
i was bored enuff to create another blog
here's d url fer anyone's who's interested
go ahead.
admit u R interested!
hahahas
go go go!
go see!!
hahaha
leave a comment oso la
dun let tt blog collect dust!
hahaha
url:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/bel02
go go!
go visit!!
comment hor!!
lols.
bet anyone who's here tink i'm
crazeeE!!!
* myy world's all abt HIM *





Friday, July 14, 2006 ; 9:48 PM
Because of you ; again.
finalli noe y my eye twitched fer 3 daes le
todae damn bad
1st i gt my 1st C+ fer interpretation
sumthing i had been dreaded all along
lee said it was becos of my 1st passage
i realli was blur tt time
totalli dunno wad i doing
dunno wad i listening
dunno wad i HAD to write
i guess i needed time to warm up
which is bad cos there is no time fer mi to warm up!
n he said de 2nd passage was not too bad
phew
2nd i ALMOST lost my fone
leaving it in de mac
cos it was covered by an unwanted plastic bag
joy ran back (fyi, she wore sports shoes lol)
n found it!
muacks joy!!
ARIGATO!
i shld be soo thankful de auntie dint clear de table
i wanna thank myself fer looking fer my fone soon after we left
joy saes it was 6th sense, like she did last time
mebbe (:
3rd
i'm dreading
tt de bk i ordered no stock
boos.
pls proof mi otherwise
kino!
i'm desperate!
i wan tt bk!!!
omg 3 bad things le
eyes twitching fer 3 daes
no more pls!!
now fer a lil interesting fact
chen yi's nickname is 0.6
becos..
his bdae is 10.16
and he remove the two 1s
so it becomes 0.6
in other words,
my bdae is 01.21
if i remove de two 1s,
my nick shld be 0.2!!!
wahaha
* myy world's all abt HIM *





Thursday, July 13, 2006 ; 8:12 PM
Because of you ; again.
had a gd long sleep last nite
n filming todae was pretty gd
tcher pei he us
hahas
thou ah cheng walked past us todae la
made us so stressed
or rather, mi
had a lil unhappiness in de morning
sumwhat my fault oso
lols
sry xn.
>.<
my eyelid's still twitching
n todae's presentation was bad
we had a bad start
thx to de lot we had
we were 1st
n de com went against us
nvm
had a lil debate in class todae
damn "heaty" nia
escape this sun cancelled
shit
was still looking forward to it de
i wanna go fer de kbox session lor
but haiz
but nvm
i'm goin zoo tt daeeee
woos
i wanna see monkey!
* myy world's all abt HIM *





Wednesday, July 12, 2006 ; 9:56 PM
Because of you ; again.
cham haven study fer fri's test
n there's presentation tmr!
formal somemore
scared i spoil everything nia
did e filming todae
bad bad
i'm a bad cam man
lols
depended lots on jx
n my eyelid's twitching fer e whole dae le
bad omen
lols
now worrying fer tmr's filming
n presentation!
omg.
*myy world's all abt HIM*





; 1:30 AM
Because of you ; again.
omg. i hate this stupid thing!
i ve been tryin to dl e fotoshop fer e past few hrs.
n guess wad. its not there now.
freak!
there's filming tmr hope i dun 4get wad to do tmr!
there's no chance for repeats nia.
stressed!
i wonder if there's mrktg test tmr
cos lo dint post ppt on mel
which is bad
but tmr i not going fer lesson
let's pray hard
pls no test
i dun wanna do re-test
i'm obsessed with my hubby
lols
yuppies * x)
all abt him --*





; 1:30 AM
Because of you ; again.
omg. i hate this stupid thing!
i ve been tryin to dl e fotoshop fer e past few hrs.
n guess wad. its not there now.
freak!
there's filming tmr hope i dun 4get wad to do tmr!
there's no chance for repeats nia.
stressed!
i wonder if there's mrktg test tmr
cos lo dint post ppt on mel
which is bad
but tmr i not going fer lesson
let's pray hard
pls no test
i dun wanna do re-test
i'm obsessed with my hubby
lols
yuppies * x)
all abt him --*





Monday, July 10, 2006 ; 2:05 AM
Because of you ; again.
official announcement! chen-i's my hubby!
wahahas.
lurving him so soo much for singing to mi.
n TRYING to throw e poster to mi.
n trying to gif mi e poster
but ended up being playful. lols
he's damn cute.
my hubby.
not 4getting him caring fer mi.
bahahas.
i'm goin gaga over HIM.
x)










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