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If Love Never Exists <3




Friday, September 01, 2006 ; 9:28 PM
Because of you ; again.
heard sumthing super touching on 933 yin yue ri ji jus now. the story goes like this:
(omg i'm like translating d story.. n i kinda 4got d beginning ler.. cos i was half sleeping, half listening in d beginning.. i realli realli cant rmb the sequence things happen la.. lol abit luan. its long, bear wif mi)

there's this pair of of husband n wife who jus got married and started living together. the guy decides to fetch his mum over to live together with them, cos he thot she had suffered alot while bringing him up n paying fer his education alone ( she was a widow i tink.. 4got ler =P). so he fetched her all the way frm msia to live with them. however, having lived in d village all her life, the mum could not bear wif her daughter-in-law's lifestyle, esp the fact tt she wld buy fresh flowers fer deco purposes everydae. she wld sulk n ask how much d flowers cost.. n when she came back from shopping, the mum wld ask how much everything cost n how much she spent. she wld honestly tell her the prices n she wld sulk even more. this put the husband into a difficult spot cos he could appease neither.

wad made the mum angrier was the fact tt the husband was one doing breakfast ! she believed that it shld be women who does the breakfast fer the husband ! so the mum sulked even more during breakfast. however, she bore wif it. as daes past, the mum started helping out the the hsehold chores. but she was doing quite everything but helping. she placed the litter bags everywhere, and refused to use dishwashing detergent to wash the plates. so, she had to re-wash the dishes at nite w/o her mother-in-law noe-ing. however, one dae, she found out. she was furious ! she ran back to her room crying n bawling and her son tried to appease her n the couple had a small argument n dint tok fer daes.

after tt incident, the mum started taking over the job of doing breakfast. he wld enjoy his breakfast happily, but she wld suffer the reproachful eye contact frm her mother-in-law. she found it embarrassing and disturbing, thus she wld buy breakfast on the way to work. however, the mum was totalli unhappy. she starting bawling and the couple started quarreling again. finalli, the husband begged his wife to eat at home b4 going to work. she agreed.

the nxt morning, she had to bear with the embarrassment again. however, she began feeling nauseous as soon as she starts eating. she tried to suppress, but failed. she dashed to the toilet immediately. when it was finalli peace, the husband looked at her reproachfully. they started their 1st ever major, heated quarrel. the mum was devastated by wad her daughter-in-law did and dashed out of the house. he followed and did not return the nxt 2 daes.

she was guilty. she shld not haf vomited ! but the following daes, she did not haf much appetite either n decided to haf a checkup at d hospital. she found out tt she was pregnant !! she was both elated n devastated !! how cld an experienced mum not know it ? n her husband !! how cld they not noe it after seeing those symptoms ?! she wanted so badly to break the gd news to her husband !! however, when she met him at the hospital entrance, he gave her a cold look. it was his mum. she was too depressed after tt incident and had wanted to return to msia. but she was knocked down by a car instead. n she had passed away.

he blamed her fer causing his mum's death n did not return home fer 2 mths. even when he returned home, he wld sleep in the room tt once belonged to his mum. once, she saw him wif a young lady at a restaurant, so she approached him, staring at him. the young lady wanted to stand up n leave but was stopped by him. he stared back at his wife. she knew she had lost. he had blamed her fer his mum's death n this was how he showed tt their love had ended.

one dae, she found him sitting in the living room wif a piece of paper lying across the coffee table. she knew wad it was. thru the past 2 mths when he did not return, she had learn to handle everything wif peace. she told him peacefully, "i'll sign it." she took a pen and signed the divorce papers. however, he suddenly realise she was pregnant as her tummy had swelled up. he started showing care fer her n moved back to the house. but she refused to sleep wif him. so he ended in his mum's room again. during these period, he wld buy lots of presents and baby stuff, but she was unable to forgive him, esp tt look at the restaurant wif tt young lady. every nite, he wld start typing at his com, probably chatting wif young ladies but not tt she cared. sometimes, he wld moan at nite, but everytime they quarrelled, he wld moan n pretend tt he was sick so tt his wife wld care fer him. so she decided to ignore him.

one dae, she was in so much pain tt she let out a loud scream. he was prepared --totalli well-dressed n everything-- n carried her to hail a cab to d hospital. she was touched by wad he did, and b4 entering the labour room, she gave him a smile. he was contented, n he passed out soon after she entered the room.

later, she was told that her husband had been diagnosed wif the last stage of liver cancer 5 mths ago, n it had been a miracle that he could survive until now. she was devastated n immediately rushed home to read wad he had been typing fer the past few mths. it was 20, 000 words long. he said: " i noe i cant live fer long, but i wish i cld see my son. it is him who gives mi the strength to live till now. i hope (to son) u wld listen to ur mum cos it's hard on her to bring u up alone. i hope (to wife) u wld give our sons the presents in the room i bought every yr, even thou i'm not around..."

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omg la. so sad lor. n todae is the last session of yin yue ri ji ler. so is live version de. hais. but i mus stress la. i cant rmb everything v v v well. this is d best i can go. errr tink i changed sum parts oso. *oops*
* myy world's all abt MR CHEN n HIM *










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